Date:	2006-08-05 11:21
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KERA!!!!!1

Date:	2006-08-01 12:05
Subject:	wtf?
Security:	Public
Mood:	confused

What has you worried today is what you don't understand. You know enough to see how deep the issues go, which means that a quickly applied band-aid will not solve the problem. Save your unexpressed anger for another day; it won't help now. Instead, cool logic mixed with non-judgmental feelings can bring you closer to the truth -- and the truth brings you closer to peace.

#1 If the devil danced in empty pockets, he would be havin a kegger in mine.

#2 It's the lonliest day of my life... (System of a Down, Lonely Day)

Washington residents who play poker or make most other types of wagers on the Internet will be committing a Class C felony, equivalent under the law to possessing child pornography, threatening the governor or torturing an animal.

Although the head of the state Gambling Commission says it is unlikely that individual online gamblers will be targeted for arrest, the new law carries stiff penalties: as much as five years in prison and a $10,000 fine.

The new law, which takes effect June 7, passed the Legislature this year without much public attention. But word has begun to spread among gamblers online and in old-fashioned "brick-and-mortar" card rooms, and the players aren't pleased.

http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/local/271844_internetgambling27.html

Date:	2006-05-02 15:24
Subject:	oh so very true...
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy
Music:	Godsmack - Speak

Speak the truth or find your peace another way...

Thats my motto now, not really truth just speak my mind. Yep.

Yep, I didnt think it was possible, but it all goes to hell... Not like I havnt been here before, I should be used to it by now, but god damn.

Date:	2006-03-01 22:13
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy

Well, its still kinda surreal right now even though its not mine, but shit, Im an actual uncle now, Im so happy for my brother, this is an amaing feeling, someone this close to me having a kid. Yeah we went there at thanksgiving and Laurie was pregnant, but now, shes had the kid. Still kinda shocking.

For anyone who cares, heres the info, if you want a picture, lemme know.

Dax Michael Fisher
5lb 10oz
19inches
March 1 2006 at 10:11am

Ya know its amazing how things in life can make a total 180 degree turn in such a quick time. Last night, peacefully sleeping, then I hear a pop and a loud squeel, and I do mean loud, like a stuck pig loud, jump out of bed looking for the noise and it leads me over to my computer. Turn if off then back on and now it wont turn on, granted this was like at 2am and I didnt feel like fuckin with it then, so yeah, puter blew up. Couldn't sleep after that, no ambient noise there to soothe me. bleh. Alarm goes off, I get out of bed, get ready for work excited its my friday, get out and runnin get to work, everything here turns to shit, everyone is cranky, get some great news... etc etc etc, whine whine whine bitch bitch, guess I just dug my own grave there... automatic karmatic reaction I guess.

Cest la vie, I will get over it eventually. Take the good days with the bad.

Thats all for now.

Arena (known to self and others) withdrawn

Blind Spot (known only to others) lethargic, imperceptive, passive, predictable

Façade (known only to self) timid, cowardly, simple, distant

Unknown (known to nobody) incompetent, intolerant, inflexible, violent, aloof, glum, stupid, insecure, irresponsible, vulgar, hostile, selfish, unhappy, unhelpful, cynical, needy, unimaginative, inane, brash, cruel, ignorant, irrational, childish, boastful, blasé, chaotic, impatient, weak, embarrassed, loud, vacuous, panicky, unethical, insensitive, self-satisfied, smug, rash, dispassionate, overdramatic, dull, callous, inattentive, unreliable, cold, foolish, humourless

Dominant Traits

100% of people think that JasonL is lethargic
100% of people agree that JasonL is withdrawn
100% of people think that JasonL is imperceptive
100% of people think that JasonL is passive
100% of people think that JasonL is predictable

All Percentages

incompetent (0%) intolerant (0%) inflexible (0%) timid (0%) cowardly (0%) violent (0%) aloof (0%) glum (0%) stupid (0%) simple (0%) insecure (0%) irresponsible (0%) vulgar (0%) lethargic (100%) withdrawn (100%) hostile (0%) selfish (0%) unhappy (0%) unhelpful (0%) cynical (0%) needy (0%) unimaginative (0%) inane (0%) brash (0%) cruel (0%) ignorant (0%) irrational (0%) distant (0%) childish (0%) boastful (0%) blasé (0%) imperceptive (100%) chaotic (0%) impatient (0%) weak (0%) embarrassed (0%) loud (0%) vacuous (0%) panicky (0%) unethical (0%) insensitive (0%) self-satisfied (0%) passive (100%) smug (0%) rash (0%) dispassionate (0%) overdramatic (0%) dull (0%) predictable (100%) callous (0%) inattentive (0%) unreliable (0%) cold (0%) foolish (0%) humourless (0%)

Dominant Traits

100% of people think that jrlawhead is calm
100% of people think that jrlawhead is dependable
100% of people think that jrlawhead is helpful
100% of people agree that jrlawhead is loving
100% of people think that jrlawhead is sentimental

All Percentages

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Well I had a decent birthday... I guess, Thanks Kera for the b-day wishes, My parents took me out to dinner, which was nice, so I did get out. Today, geez. I am just waaaay too pissy even for me, I need to relax, BADLY ugh...

*waves* Goodbye....

Date:	2006-01-09 11:04
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	excited

Im going to MEXICO!!!

I just need to start saving, bleh..

God this sucks!

I have been sick more the last 3 days than I have the last 4 years, this is bullshit

*sighs* *Grumble grumble* *whine whimper* God damnit I hate it when I am grumpy, more and more lately bleh, stupid fuckin brain! GRRR

Date:	2005-11-14 10:18
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	okay

Okay, here is last night dinner… I made Chicken Parmesan, but instead of mozzarella I used Pepper jack and extra sharp cheddar. I also made Penne Rigante with the left over sauce that I made, I'm doin pretty good making my own sauces. Along with that I also had a salad and some garlic asiago sourdough bread. Mmm. All in all everything turned out good, the chicken could have turned out a little bit crisper, but yeah it was tasty.

*sighs* thats all...

Ok, so Im gonna try something new, I'm gonna share what my previous nights dinner was, well at least the ones I cook on sunday, so every monday you will be treated to a something new. So last night I made a Tortillini with Grilled Chicken and Bacon Alfredo sauce. Needless to say this was my first time making Alfredo, so it was a journey in itself. I also made a side salad keeping with the Itaian theme, with lettuce, carrots, Salami, pepperoncini, and topped with grated cheese, mixed it with italian dressing. I also had some toasted ciabatta bread that was topped with butter and some spices. Not sure what lies in store next week, we shall see.

ugh, gonna be a good night to relax, go home, relax, wake up tomorrow in my own bed and clean weee!

Date:	2005-09-22 10:04
Subject:	wtf
Security:	Public
Mood:	annoyed

Well I wake up in a decent mood this morning, then BAM it hits me, I start thinking about all my ex's all the way back to #1, and it just got me down, depressed me, I was like wtf why am I thinking about this. All my fuck ups, weee, aint it fun... blech

So here it is, I am sick of the way I look, I have changed mentally, now its time for a physical transformation, I am giving myself a goal, by the time my birthday rolls around, I am going to weigh at most 230 pounds, as on 10:30pm last night, I weighed in at 272 pounds, that gives me about 24 weeks to drop at least 42 pounds. It should be plenty of time. Its time, I have been too lazy in the past. Not anymore, I am kicking myself in the ass and getting into shape, every night right after work, gradually I am running, starting at a half of a mile, not sure how far it will get, afterwards, some cals, sit ups, pushups jumping jacks etc, after that, weights, bench, curls, military press squats. My gift to myself if I make this goal is some more ink, I am going to get another tatt, of what, I don’t know yet for sure, but I got (looks back) 24 weeks to find something that I want.